(I originally wrote random, I'm thinking they are not so random...)
I am sweltering & feel like I am melting, other than this I try not to complain because I'm sick of the cold.
More seriously...
I worry I won't be a good counselor. I worry I won't be able to keep up with the academic side of research and the new models and methods and treatments.
I'm worried about having social media accounts and blogs for future employers and future clients to see. On that note I worry about people stereotyping me if I share my faith & I remind myself of Romans 1:16 "For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes: first to the Jew, then to the Gentile."
I wish I was more diligent in prayer & that I can become a woman who people go to for prayer because they know and trust that I will full heartily be in prayer for them.
Sometimes I feel weak & overwhelmed by the demands of the world and fighting the structures that be. I don't want to bow down before anyone but the Lord. I try to remember 2 Corinthians 12:9 "But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.'Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me."
I want to feel the Spirit move in me and hear the Lord speak to me. Sometimes I fear He is screaming and I am simply not listening.
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